Ok, my friends, I am in one of those moods. Maybe because I didn't sleep good last night and I am tired. That would have nothing to do with the fact that I slept in my bed with Dusty on his side, Sara and Maggie sprawled in between us with me hanging on to my edge! lol That's not new but......
I miss my granny! Everyday but some days more. She was my best friend! She loved me for who I am, set me straight when I needed to be straightened (and that wasn't very often if ya know me LOL) and was just there, all the time, anytime! I know she is still here. She is in my heart, my mind and my core.
I have been thinking of my Shelbi Grace being a SR. and graduating. I know that's a school year from now. And yes, I know, she's really not MINE, but I think of her as mine. Would get her like I get my own! That baby girl was just in 2nd grade when I came to know her and love her and her mama as much as I do.
And then that brings me to her mama! She is missing that girl this week while she is on vacation with her friend. It's been quiet in the house! Maybe that's why I am thinking of her being a senior. Because Kim and I have been talking about it, getting pictures of Shel-bo for her page in the football program. Or maybe because I looked at that little cheerleader picture on my desk of her before I left work that Kim left behind. But I love Kim, will be there for her when she needs me! Keeping her busy, not that she needs help with that and I'll leave Sara with her if she needs company! lol
Sooooo, if she is a senior that means my baby will be a sophomore! And that means he is not far behind her! Now that is a heartbreaker! He is driving, wants a car, doesn't need me like he used to! But I will always be his mama and he will always be my baby boy!
So I'm puttin the breaks on now! I am done with my little pity party. My glass is half empty day! I've dwelled enough! My makeup is burning my eyes and I can't see what I am doing! So I'll say to all of you! YOU being my friends and family that read my blog. I love you all! I am grateful to you all for your friendship! You all make up the pieces of my heart and I have a big filled heart! God has blessed me with many great people, past and present, and I feel very lucky!